It's 8.45pm on Friday night and I have had to go to bed. I am exhausted and not feeling too good, I have picked up a bug and its taking it out of me. This is not allowed to happen though, we are going out in London tomorrow night and I am determined to have a good time - I will be better by tomorrow. If I keep telling myself that then maybe it will come true... I don't care I will be going anyway, I've forced myself out feeling worse!
Ok back to the assessment stuff. I went to the counselling session which turned out to be an assessment to se whether CBT or Counselling would be more suited to me. It turns out counselling is the best option; 6 weeks of one session per week. I guess this is just to give me another person to talk things through with, so I can feel like I'm not alone in all this... actually I have found writing this blog to be the best counselling....I write what I want when I want and that is quite a good feeling. I'll complete the sessions and hopefully it will make me feel better too, at the end of the day it can't do any harm and I suppose everything together can only help.
I live with a non-functioning pituitary (since an operation in 2005 to remove a tumour causing Cushings disease; http://csrf.net/) - this blog describes my fight to get more action from the doctors and my own personal experiences in daily life, similar to that of Bridget Jones Ha!
About Me
- Lottie4979
- I'm in my 30's, which to me sounds very odd. I only feel like I'm in my 20's and definitely not a grown up. I have spent the last 7 years battling with my health; firstly spending 2 years getting a diagnosis for a tumour on my pituitary gland which was causing Cushings Disease; then spending the rest of my life dealing with a pituitary gland that doesn't work. However, I have a fantastic family and an amazing boyfriend who I live with and adore - they keep me going and inspire me to try to make the most of life and my life in general.
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- One more sleep until I get my eyes zapped!
- London!
- Friday night and feeling shite
- Talking Therapy - 1st session
- Feeling rubbish today....although was in the newsp...
- Oh Yay! Project One Renovate The Bird Cage
- Three appointments ticked off!
- It's a grind
- Thank de lord!
- Maisie Cat still missing
- Lunch... it's a quandry
- Romantic UK getaways
- Love Puffs
- Still waiting.
- Odd
- The Simpsons
- Bridesmaids and stuff
- The Mill experience
- Out tonight! Dinner and theatre Sonning Mill... Ca...
- We're over the trauma and movin' on...getting zapped!
- Boyf. will be home any minute...
- Hmm TV looks like it might have mended itself...he...
- Finally things are happening!
- Phew!
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