Baby talk

I looked after my youngest neice this morning whilst her mummy and sister went to toddler group. It was interesting looking after a baby, I do have quite a lot of experience with babies considering my two sisters and bro all have children, but this was different. I was quite relaxed although holding her for a long time started to become a bit uncomfortable, I may have spaghetti arms now! It wasn't too bad that's what I mean, you can have visions of a screaming baby and not knowing what to do with it, but she was fine. And I was fine. Now, I am not broody not at all, but it was comforting to know that I could feel comfortable in that situation - does that mean something or nothing? Boyf. would definitely say nothing.......problem is; 31yrs old, unmarried.... am I going to get too old before I am ready to conceive? I definitely would want to be married before children, I'm traditional in that sense, but then I think you need to enjoy a few years of married life with your partner before a child is brought into the equation. Of course it doesn't have to be that way but I think thats how I would want it... hmmm, I just don't know.