At the start of organising my wedding, I felt fine, in fact I thought I was pretty on it and stress free. A month later and I feel like my stomach has been tied up in knots and I'm struggling to eat! The wedding dress. I have bought one, but I can't stop these worries that its not the right one and its not going to be right and and and! It's just I think the reality has sunk in. Its a big day, it signifies a change in mine and boyfs lives. We will be married. It seeems to me there are four major things which are markers in your life; you are born, you get married, you have children or a child and you die. Simple. I have also realised over this process that I am quite a traditional person and I love the fact we have rituals in our human lives - we should mark special events and stick to our rituals and be proud of them, that's what makes us stand out, it makes us, as humans, interesting. Even though I am stressed now I am still looking forward to the big day - it's going to be epic. I don't think it should underestimated that this is a big thing though, it is a big deal and if I want to be a bridezilla, well, I am going to damn well enforce my right to be a bridezilla.
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